My whole left side stings. It’s keeping me from floating off and away. Keeping me real.
I cut my thigh. My arm. Up and down. I didn’t count them. I just… Kept going until the song Anakin’s Betrayal ended. Now I’m lying in bed listening to all of my music in the dark. Shaking. Shaking as I type on my phone. Waiting for Aunna to get home. I look like a real mess.
I’m trying to cry but instead I bleed. Bleeding my sorrow out I guess. Clense me of pain and make me real.
Make me real