Cutting Diary 12/21/2016

new meds bad reaction started cutting because my wife was ignoring me i feel like a bitch could say more but my meds make me so tired and delirious

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Cutting Diary 12/13/16

​ My whole left side stings. It's keeping me from floating off and away. Keeping me real.  I cut my thigh. My arm. Up and down. I didn't count them. I just... Kept going until the song Anakin's Betrayal ended. Now I'm lying in bed listening to all of my music in the dark. Shaking. … Continue reading Cutting Diary 12/13/16

I hurt myself today Cutting diary 12/4/16

Self Harm - "Nonsuicidal self-injury, often simply called self-injury, is the act of deliberately harming the surface of your own body, such as cutting or burning yourself. It's typically not meant as a suicide attempt. Rather, this type of self-injury is an unhealthy way to cope with emotional pain, intense anger and frustration." It's more than that. Self harm is any … Continue reading I hurt myself today Cutting diary 12/4/16

Ranting I -cry for help, ignore me, I hate me too, it’s okay. (Trigger Warnings: sexual assault, self-harm)

"In my mind In a future five years from now I'm one hundred and twenty pounds And I never get hung over Because I will be the picture of discipline Never minding what state I'm in And I will be someone I admire And it's funny how I imagined That I would be that person … Continue reading Ranting I -cry for help, ignore me, I hate me too, it’s okay. (Trigger Warnings: sexual assault, self-harm)